Long time ago....

Some years ago, someone wrote a little something I appreciated, something I really understood deep inside. Now, thanks God, it's just memories, but every once in a while it's good to look back, just to know where I come from. I can tell now that in a few words, the following text expresses how I felt some years ago.


My world without an angel

I feel something changed long time ago
my guardian angel has gone away
and a deep emptiness inside I feel
i wonder why he's gone...

I know I'm not perfect
that I've made many mistakes
that I've disappointed you
was that why you ran away?

Perhaps this could've been solved on time
perhaps I failed... perhaps it was you
maybe it was both of us... or maybe even none of us
i wonder if there's still time to change the ending of the story

You know? you were my partner, who was always there
I wish you'd come back, be here with me again
that somehow I could feel you were here
we both made mistakes, but they will be fixed out... right?

I remember your advices, your hugs and all conforting words
i remember you were my everything, and suddenly it all flew away
and even though the only thing I see now are ashes and rubble
I still wish upon a star, hoping you'll come back to me, from where I've never should've let you go, my guardian angel.